God if you exist then please send me a signīecause all the rage that's stored in me is eating me alive You driving me crazy, so that it makes me cry, makes me cry I ain't gonna take your shit, I've already lost my mind, lost my mind Would inspire me to rule, the world until I was cool That your desire to be cruel, was fire to my fuel Hurt me mentally, but you never had the sense to see Since elementary, you'd belittle me, show no sympathy Now I've done more shit then you'd ever do in a lifetime Thinking I would never make it and lose with the white eyesīut the formula I created proved I was Einstein You always thought that I was so stupid to write rhymes With an accidental kid struggling with a nine to five Then when you got a little older you hit a fine line Ya'll would always drink and go party with your crew in the nighttimeĭoing shit nobody would ever do in their right mind I do this for those who grew up as young and restless as me I do this for the ones who were told they'll never succeed I do this for the kids who were always messed with and teased I do this because I know it's what I'm destined to be If I never see any proof, how can I represent them man I'm still waiting for signs but I doubt I'm a ever get them I gaze at the sky with contacts placed in my eyesĪsking why do they only love me when my face is disguised So I could take my aggression and maybe place it aside

I'm just a heavenly sent, waiting for the day that I rise While the popular kids would run around with seventy friends Let it begin, the story how I never fit in Wish I could fly into the air with the pigeons Waiting for terror to visit, as I stand there in the distanceįucking arrogant bitches, you were never there with assistance Treated unfair as an infant, abnormal characteristics So I reside on the side of life with nocturnal parasites I let the sun beam in on my skin, but I can't bare the light The world I live in was never a pleasant paradiseīullies used to hassle me, then laugh cause I was scared to fight You can all burn in helllllll, don't fuck with me I said I just wanna kill, I said I just wanna kill Nobody knows what I feel, nobody knows what I feel Hey ya, I just wanna kill, I just wanna kill

Hopsin nocturnal rainbows live